That’s right. Nothing exists. Absolutely nothing.
For something to exist, it has to be constant. It has to be in the world for a certain period of time so that it can be called an existing thing. But in truth, nothing exists. Nothing exists because something will never stay constant for any period of time that we can even think of in our minds. Every day, second after second everything is changing. Everything is changing in milliseconds and things smaller than that and nothing in the world will ever be constant because everything is moving. Everything is moving so nothing will ever stay in the world. Everything will change before we can realize it’s there. In fact, the only thing that we can say exists is time, because time is always there. It is always constant. It is always running and running and it will never change. It will never stop running or speed up; we’ll never gain any or lose any. Time is the only thing that exists, so really, time is nothing. And nothing exists.
Religion and science are the same thing.
The only difference is that one is allowed in school and one isn’t.
The people on the science side say that religion is not real and cannot be proved. Well, religion is the belief that there is something out there that is bigger than us and it is controlling us and guiding us and sending us in the path we shall take. The world is filled with so many religions. The religious side says that no science is provable either. It goes against everything the Greeks and Aztecs and other early societies taught us. It is us just trying to make sense of the world using numbers and diagrams but int he end even we can’t understand the confusion. Well, both of what these people say is the same thing. Religion and science are both ways that we stop from going insane. In truth, the world is filled with so many questions that we can’t answer that we must hold onto these things and tell ourselves that we know what we’re doing and it isn’t our fault. We believe them so that we do not drown in our own ignorance and fear of ignorance. There may be too many religions for any to be true, but everyone just has a different way of seeing the same thing. It is like how some mass is the same thing as energy but only in different forms. And even if things contradict each other, there is always going to be something that doesn’t fit in a scientific rule. Science is filled with ideas that can be proven by ideas that cannot be proven, but that does not mean that we can’t still see it. We observe gravity every day, and we don’t say that it is only a theory. Some people see the sun everyday, and they don’t say that God doesn’t help them see it. Science and religion are two sides of the same coin in our great universe of nothing.
You won’t understand me.
You are going to read this and not understand. You are not going to fully see how I see the world and you’re going to think I’m crazy for it. Well, there will be no one who sees this the way I see it. There is no one who is exactly like me and will know exactly what I am thinking as I am writing, but that does not mean you can’t try. You can try to understand. You can try to look at this and see it how you understand it; how you understand time and nothing and science and religion. There is nothing in the world that will ever be a constant, and so you will never see this the same way at the same time during the same day the same way another person sees it, but you will read it because you are also a part of this nothing. You are also a part of this great expanse of the universe that we will never understand. We will try; but we will never ever truly understand. We will not even come close. Nothing is not an object that we can just pick up and study. It is not something that we can get. We just need to find ways to explain it. we need to use time and religion and science and everything else int he world and take our nothing and at least try and make it something. We want to at least try to make something that will ;last forever in someone’s eyes. We want to make someone feel as though we have helped them, and that maybe we have given them a something in the nothing.
We will never be right.
Nothing will ever exist.
But that doesn’t mean that you can’t make something out of nothing. Because something can ALWAYS be made out of nothing.
I turned this nothing into 839 words that are going to change someone’s mind in this world.
At least for a very very very very small moment. And even then, that will be something.
Thank you for listening to my rambling. Click back next week for more of a real girl’s thoughts, where no name comes between what’s in your head and what’s out of it.